Abyss is the second of Columbian writer Pilar Quintana’s novels to be translated into English by Lisa Dillman. However, where The Bitch is set among the rural poor, Abyss is a novel of the comfortable middle classes. Comfortable, that is, only in their standard of living, as at the heart of the novel lies the unhappiness of women, as seen through the eyes of its child narrator, eight-year-old Claudia. Claudia’s father, Jorge, owns a shop whereas her mother, twenty-one years younger, spends much of her day alone, doing her “housewife things” in the morning (unlikely to be taxing as the family have a maid) and generally found leafing through a magazine on her bed when Claudia (her namesake) returns from school:
“I did homework and she turned pages.”
Claudia already knows that when her mother graduated high school, she wanted to go to university to study law but her father, Claudia’s grandfather, “told her that what decent senoritas did was get married.” Even that is not straight forward for her mother as her first love is the (much older) brother of a school friend who is already married, although separated from his wife. “Besides,” as her grandmother tells her:
“…he’s not a professional, the man has no job, no money, no serious plans in life…”
Marriage to Jorge follows a few years later but there is little passion in their relationship – rather she acquiesces to her grandmother’s wishes – “If you spend your life finding fault with every man you meet, you’ll end up alone.” Though she is never cruel to Claudia, she is an unaffectionate mother, modulating between docility and indifference. On Claudia’s birthday she likes to tell the story of her pregnancy:
“They put her on my chest, shaking and crying, and I thought: all that effort for this?”
Family life is uneventful until her aunt Amelia, her father’s sister, returns from a trip abroad with a younger man, Gonzalo. Jorge (ironically) disapproves: “it’s clear he’s a hustler.” His wife agrees Gonzalo is not in love, but argues:
“I also don’t think she’s some poor victim, or that he tricked her or is taking advantage of her.”
She understands that Amelia has agency whereas Jorge sees as powerless because she is a woman. Shortly after Gonzalo’s arrival, she begins to receive phone calls which are silent if someone else answers. Soon she is taking Claudia into town after school to meet Gonzalo at the clothes shop where he works:
“Mama was the only thing he cared about. He got so close when talking to her that it was impossible for me to hear…”
When the relationship ends, Claudia’s mother takes to her bed with a box of tissues blaming her rhinitis, “an allergy.” She tells Claudia about famous women who have died – Natalie Wood, Princess Grace. In each case she believes the woman killed herself. When Karen Carpenter dies, she tells Claudia the cause was anorexia – “It’s when people kill themselves by starvation.” Such ideas come closer to home when her friend, Gloria Ines, falls from her balcony to her death. Where everyone else regards it as an accident, Claudia’s mother is convinced she has killed herself. Reflecting her morbidity through the child narrator makes it both more plausible and more threatening.
Though the abyss is clearly the emptiness Claudia’s mother feels inside, the novel climaxes at a house in the mountains where the family go for a holiday – the same house that a woman disappeared from many years before:
“It was a really misty night. She drove off in her car and never made it back, either to the mountain house or to her house in Cali. And no-one ever saw her again.”
Claudia increasingly worries both that her father will have an accident on the mountain road as he comes and goes to the shop and that her mother will disappear, especially as her mother develops a habit of drinking whisky earlier and earlier in the day.
In Abyss the normal events of childhood are played out against a background of death and depression. Yet this remains, as it does for children, largely behind the scenes, leaving the reader to understand the unhappiness that Claudia senses. Much of the novel consists of conversations between mother and daughter where a closeness is indicated, though one that her mother finds exhausting. In the end, Quintana succeeds in making the reader sympathetic towards all the characters, an ambiguous ending leaving us with hope rather than certainty.